"Lover Lay Down"

Recently Mr. Emotionally Unavailable became Mr. Slightly Emotionally Available. Upon him leaving Charlotte one night, I joking asked if he was on his way to Greensboro, to which his replay was to ask if he should be. Several promiscuous promises by later, he was on his way. A second phone call answered the questions that had been plaguing my curiosity since the flirtation began, but did little to reassure me at that point that I would ever be anything other than president of the Dirty Mistresses' Club. Still, I was optimistic and thought that maybe over time, he would eventually realize his true feelings for me (I know I am such a cliche, but what can I say, I really like the guy). A third phone call revealed that he was too tired to drive, and I was invited to his hotel room (I know, I know, but a girl has needs). So at 12:30 am, I was on my way to his hotel, and since I hadn't done anything like this for quite some time, I must admit it was pretty exciting and I made the trip in record time.

As I woke him up when I arrived (I had him hide the key in the bushes), there wasn't any doubt as to what was on his mind as he pulled me on top of him and started to kiss me. Our clothes quickly came off, and as we were about to take things further, he admitted that he couldn't do it. I was torn between feeling like the most sexually frustrated girl on the planet and thrilled that he was that good of a guy! I have never been so intimate with a man as I was laying there naked in his arms talking, and for the first time ever, I finally let my guard down completely. I ended up leaving the hotel room and headed back to my house. I was also relieved that he called the next day and we made plans for the following week.

To all of those boys in high school that I felt it was fun to tease, I am offering my sincere apologies because I know officially know that the concept of "blue balls" actually does exist and it is no laughing matter. Also, to all of those who thought that the sexual tension was the majority of the appeal and that if an when we ever had sex it wouldn't live up to the hype, you were definitely out of the ballpark if my little preview was anything to go by!!!